I’ve been having one of those weeks. My sleep has been shit, my bladder feels like an angry toddler is punching it at all times, and I got a nasty cold from my husband a couple of days ago. My dad is coming to visit this weekend, which wouldn’t be bad if I’d had time to clean up the house and relax this week, but right now the thought of any visitor today feels overwhelming. Plus, I haven’t been sleeping more than a few hours a night due to some crap insomnia.
Not sure I’ve mentioned anything further since I was toying with “Operation Force Myself to Ovulate” options a few posts ago, but I decided to go with soy isoflavones. I took my last round of them yesterday. CD 3-4: 80mg, CD 5-6: 160mg, CD 7-8: 240mg. I think that’s all I’m going to attempt this cycle. We’ll see if the soy jump starts me. Maybe it’s my head space right now, but I really have low confidence that this will work.
Since my bladder has been aching and burning for over a week, the thought of having sex seems about as appealing as letting fire ants crawl up my nether regions–so I guess even if I do ovulate, actually doing the deed may not be easy. Hubs is clicking the “dislike” button on the bladder issues, as am I, but I think it’s mainly because he’s horny and just wants to have sex again, and my bladder has but the kaibosh on that for the time being.
I’ve been sent to Toronto next Wednesday to do a presentation, so if all goes according to Murphy’s Law, I will probably ovulate for the first time in months while I’m over there with nary a Husband sperm in sight.
Yes, I’m being totally negative this post, and probably deserve to be bitch slapped.